The worst day of my life

December 4, 2011

February 4, 2006 was the worst day of my life. I lost the one person that I loved more than anyone in this world. The day I was born, I wrapped my little hand around her finger and never let go. She was the one person who never yelled at me, never made me feel less than, never disappointed me, was always there, showed me what true unconditional love is, and made me the man I am today. She was my number 1 girl and life looks so dark without her in it. I stayed by her side until the very end,  I kept wanting to run out of the room but what lessons did I learn from her if I would have left her when she needed me the most? She was always there when I needed her. My heart is so broken that I don’t even know what to do with myself but I know she wants me to go on with life and continue to make her proud. I think I am still in shock..I just can’t believe she is gone. She was such a presence in my world, she was bigger than life. Everyone that met her fell instantly in love, she was the most amazing person that I have ever known or will ever know.  Grandma, you made everything in life so magical. Everyday was an adventure. You made my otherwise crappy childhood wonderful..my best memories were being at your and Papa’s house..where everything stayed the same..such stability and a true feeling of HOME.  I will miss you everyday and will be so happy when I get to be with you again. I love you with every fiber of my being.
In Remembrance
Judy Foster

9/12/27-2/4/06

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